You know, my life is epic. Truly, there’s never a dull moment and when there is I tend to cherish them. Kind of like good people in my life… Someone said to me the other day:”Is every guy you know (or been involved with, something to that effect) an ass?” To which I simply replied it would seem like that wouldn’t it? Except he’s not (YAY, well at least not yet). Oddly enough I got to thinking to myself would I appreciate him for who he is nearly as much as I do had I not encountered such douche-baggery through the years? Likely not, but who am I to say? Everything does happen for a reason does it not? OH yeah speaking of douche-bags, I just about damn near lost it yesterday when I turned my phone back on after trekking all across Montreal yesterday afternoon to find my text message in-box flooded with messages from Micheal. Micheal who has his own tag on my blog (mostly because he’s the only person I know who uses the word wow so much) and he’s also the guy who stood me up and pissed me right. the. fuck. off.Gives me the weakest reasoning behind why I haven’t heard from him in two months, yes that’s right TWO months. That was the biggest insult of all! Honestly, I wasn’t born yesterday, please don’t insult my intelligence like that!
I call bullshit, because really, I have several e-mail accounts (don’t ask I just do) and he has the two that I generally utilize the most. So did he leave his laptop with said person who had his phone too? I have a really hard time believing that. You see he’s been dropping in and out of my life like a damn yo-yo. I finally put my foot down and said this is it, you pull some stunt like that again and your done. I know people are busy, we ALL have lives. blah blah blah… However after such a long period of time why bother? It was made quite clear to me that apologizing wasn’t his intention(he even went as far to say that there was no apology in his message(s) to me), yet he felt “I had the right to know & what I’m(meaning me) thinking isn’t true”. So obviously he still cares. Awe how sweet, guess what? I DON’T. As in care. Regardless of whether your sorry or not, its too late to apologize anyway. You won’t ever have the best of me. I have chosen to move on. I made a promise to myself and anyone who truly knows me, knows that I don’t make promises that I have no intentions of keeping. NEXT!