Realizations & ramblings…

1.I’ve come to realize that my last ex:
is troubled, but taught me a lot.  For which I am grateful for, more then he’ll likely ever know.

2. I’ve come to realize that when I talk:
it’s usually a complaint about something, I really need to stop doing that…
3. I’ve come to realize that I love:
my mother more than anything in the world. <3

4. I’ve come to realize that my friends:
are people I can’t live without…my TRUE friends anyway.

5. I’ve come to realize that I’ve lost:

Too many things dear to me that I can never have back again.
6. I’ve come to realize that I hate:
arrogance, ignorance, pride and self involvement.

7. I’ve come to realize that a marriage is:
far from easy and takes a lot of work & effort on both sides!

8. I’ve come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking:
too much, not enough or about something that’s negative and stressing them out far too much.

9. I’ve come to realize that I’ll always:
be who I am and that’s all there is too it.

10. I’ve come to realize that I have a crush on:
the wrong people more often then not but sometimes I do OK!

11. I’ve come to realize that the last time I truly cried was:
when Jason died, I’ve never felt so heartbroken in my entire life then I did at that moment.

12. I’ve come to realize that my cell phone is:
slightly overused as of late and a piece of crap.

13. I’ve come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I always go back to sleep for a couple of hours because i’m in love with my bed when I can.

14. I’ve come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
think about how it’s way too late & read to distract myself from overthinking and make myself sleepy.

15. I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
too much, finding a job, Micheal tying me up, how on earth I’m going to pay my bills, my latest failure and how I think too much overall.

16. I’ve come to realize that tonight I will:
spend time with myself trying to sort my life out yet again and send random text messages 🙂

17. I’ve come to realize that my school is:
a thing of the past, I’m done with it and I am actually looking forward to going back.

18. I’ve come to realize that tomorrow I will have to:
keep looking for a new job and hopefully get some sleep and hang out with Shane & company for his birthday!

In other news, as of October 30th I no longer have a job…  So first thing I did was started looking for another one as soon as I got home!  I won’t post the details here for professional reasons at this time.  I would very much prefer not to burn any bridges until I leave.

Thank God I have skills!  Everything happens for a reason and hopefully I end up with something better in the end.  I’m very much looking forward to Shane’s birthday Saturday!  He’s a dear friend with the most lovely wife ever and I haven’t seen him since my own birthday in June so it’ll be nice to see him!

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