{"id":1129,"date":"2010-10-14T22:05:59","date_gmt":"2010-10-15T02:05:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/?p=1129"},"modified":"2010-10-14T22:05:59","modified_gmt":"2010-10-15T02:05:59","slug":"i-have-a-lighter-heart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/?p=1129","title":{"rendered":"I have a lighter heart…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Mostly thanks to him.<\/p>\n

Not just any him, but THE<\/em> him.<\/p>\n

Le sigh <\/em><\/p>\n

He gives me the most amazing ideas I have ever had.\u00a0 He\\’s my muse, my inspiration and while he has moments of total douchbaggery (no one\\’s perfect right?<\/em>) I think he\\’s pretty awesome and does some pretty awesome things as well!<\/p>\n

I sent him a copy of this simply because I really liked it and I thought he would like it to:<\/p>\n\\\"\\\"<\/a>\n

He passed it onto a friend.\u00a0 Which gave me the idea to create the hope project. <\/a><\/p>\n

I want to pay it forward the same way he did, only in a slightly different manner.\u00a0 So I posted about it on NAOYP facebook page <\/a>which I in turn cross posted to my profile.\u00a0 I had gotten a comment that it was a really powerful image and it is.\u00a0 Later on that night, I got a message from someone dealing with depression (including a failed suicide attempt).\u00a0 This simple image moved them to tears.\u00a0 They also went on to say a few other things that I won\\’t\/can\\’t share (without their permission) and also mentioned that they were thinking about copying it and hanging it around their home.<\/p>\n

I hope they do.<\/em><\/p>\n

I was floored and very, very touched.\u00a0 <\/em><\/p>\n

I miss Jason A lot.\u00a0 Not a day goes by that I don\\’t think of him and while I wish that I still had him, in loosing him I found a purpose in life.\u00a0 Or perhaps it\\’s just a purpose in general.\u00a0 My only goal for starting the foundation was to help even one person to not give up so that Jason\\’s death wouldn\\’t be in vain.<\/p>\n

I\\’ve succeeded in doing this.\u00a0 I won\\’t lie, it feels incredible! <\/em><\/p>\n

I had some help along the way from Pete.\u00a0 I gotta say Pete and I seem to work really well together and I\\’m really happy and extremely fortunate to know him.<\/p>\n

Together we seem to accomplish great things and I love him for it.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Mostly thanks to him. Not just any him, but THE him. Le sigh He gives me the most amazing ideas I have ever had.\u00a0 He\\’s my muse, my inspiration and while he has moments of total douchbaggery (no one\\’s perfect right?) I think he\\’s pretty awesome and does some pretty awesome things as well! I […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[64,61,26,59,56,58,29],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1129","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-deep-thoughts-with-steph","category-inspirational","category-jason","category-jasons-memorial-foundation","category-love-3","category-mr-almost-perfect","category-totally-bad-ass"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1129","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1129"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1129\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1129"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1129"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1129"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}