{"id":311,"date":"2009-09-04T00:48:25","date_gmt":"2009-09-04T00:48:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/?p=311"},"modified":"2009-09-10T00:16:39","modified_gmt":"2009-09-10T00:16:39","slug":"i-wish-my-tear-ducts-were-broken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/?p=311","title":{"rendered":"I wish my tear ducts were broken&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>But nope its my heart that\\&#8217;s broken in a million tiny shards.\u00a0 I lost a VERY dear friend to me today; Jason was also my business partner.<\/p>\n<p>There are no words for how I feel right now&#8230; I created a memorial page just for him, which is linked at the top &amp; on the right.\u00a0 If you knew him, please feel free to comment there\/here.<\/p>\n<p>RIP Jason, I love you and you will be deeply missed until the end of time.\u00a0 I hope you have found the comfort that you were so desperately seeking.<\/p>\n<p><img class=\\\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-305\\\" title=\\\"jason\\\" src=\\\"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/jason-300x248.jpg\\\" alt=\\\"jason\\\" width=\\\"300\\\" height=\\\"248\\\" \/><\/p>\n<p><object classid=\\\"clsid:d27cdb6e-ae6d-11cf-96b8-444553540000\\\" width=\\\"640\\\" height=\\\"505\\\" codebase=\\\"http:\/\/download.macromedia.com\/pub\/shockwave\/cabs\/flash\/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0\\\"><param name=\\\"allowFullScreen\\\" value=\\\"true\\\" \/><param name=\\\"allowscriptaccess\\\" value=\\\"always\\\" \/><param name=\\\"src\\\" value=\\\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/cefrrdRUid4&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x2b405b&amp;color2=0x6b8ab6\\\" \/><param name=\\\"allowfullscreen\\\" value=\\\"true\\\" \/><embed type=\\\"application\/x-shockwave-flash\\\" width=\\\"640\\\" height=\\\"505\\\" src=\\\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/cefrrdRUid4&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0x2b405b&amp;color2=0x6b8ab6\\\" allowscriptaccess=\\\"always\\\" allowfullscreen=\\\"true\\\"><\/embed><\/object><\/p>\n<p>Also <a href=\\\"http:\/\/www.zentastic.com\/blog\/\\\">Shannon<\/a> posted <a href=\\\"http:\/\/www.zentastic.com\/blog\/2009\/09\/03\/on-friendship\/comment-page-1\/#comment-8300\\\">this<\/a> which I am grateful for because for a brief period I found comfort so thank you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>But nope its my heart that\\&#8217;s broken in a million tiny shards.\u00a0 I lost a VERY dear friend to me today; Jason was also my business partner. There are no words for how I feel right now&#8230; I created a memorial page just for him, which is linked at the top &amp; on the right.\u00a0 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,31,26,4,27],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-311","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-friends","category-sad","category-jason","category-life-as-i-know-it","category-life-fail"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/311","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=311"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/311\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=311"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=311"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=311"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}