So since a slew of people were asking to view my work as in my exceptionally random photography work, I created a gallery section & I\\’m slowly sorting through my albums to see what exactly I want to share with the world at large.<\/p>\n
I\\’ve learned to appreciate more of what I have these days now that Jason\\’s gone.\u00a0 I actually made it through the day without crying for a change!\u00a0 So that was nice…\u00a0 Still need to e-mail James which I\\’m going to do shortly.\u00a0 Its not fair to keep him in the dark when maybe I can offer him a little insight to ease his pain as well as my own.\u00a0 It still hurts but I count my blessings now a lot more then I used to.<\/p>\n
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I hope someday sooner as opposed to later I won\\’t be as sad anymore.\u00a0 I can\\’t e-mail him anymore but I will \\”stay in touch\\” through here.\u00a0 It helps me to deal, especially since I think I will forever be haunted by him telling me that hearing from me brightened his day and I wasn\\’t there when he needed me the most.\u00a0 Besides its my domain, my blog and no one needs to read them if they don\\’t want to.<\/p>\n
Although I think the hellish nightmare\/roller coaster of grieve and guilt has at the very least slowed down a little.\u00a0 I\\’m a little bothered by the fact that they still haven\\’t buried him yet.\u00a0 Yeah I understand that an autopsy is necessary to determine the cause of death but I\\’m fairly certain that\\’s was established at the scene.\u00a0 Again I\\’ll spare you the details that I do know…<\/p>\n
In any case tragedy will either bring out the best and\/or the worst in people and I have to say that I\\’m pretty fortunate to have the amount of people in my life that I do that are SO AWESOME!\u00a0 Words can\\’t express how exceptionally grateful I am to have such people in my life.\u00a0 I know I keep saying it, but I\\’m not going to assume that they know anymore.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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