1.I\\’ve come to realize that my last ex:
\nis troubled, but taught me a lot.\u00a0 For which I am grateful for, more then he\\’ll likely ever know.<\/p>\n
2. I\\’ve come to realize that when I talk:
\nit\\’s usually a complaint about something, I really need to stop doing that…
\n3. I\\’ve come to realize that I love:
\nmy mother more than anything in the world. <3<\/p>\n
4. I\\’ve come to realize that my friends:
\nare people I can\\’t live without…my TRUE friends anyway.<\/p>\n
5. I\\’ve come to realize that I\\’ve lost:<\/p>\n
Too many things dear to me that I can never have back again.
\n6. I\\’ve come to realize that I hate:
\narrogance, ignorance, pride and self involvement.<\/p>\n
7. I\\’ve come to realize that a marriage is:
\nfar from easy and takes a lot of work & effort on both sides!<\/p>\n
8. I\\’ve come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking:
\ntoo much, not enough or about something that\\’s negative and stressing them out far too much.<\/p>\n
9. I\\’ve come to realize that I\\’ll always:
\nbe who I am and that\\’s all there is too it.<\/p>\n
10. I\\’ve come to realize that I have a crush on:
\nthe wrong people more often then not but sometimes I do OK!<\/p>\n
11. I\\’ve come to realize that the last time I truly cried was:
\nwhen Jason died, I\\’ve never felt so heartbroken in my entire life then I did at that moment.<\/p>\n
12. I\\’ve come to realize that my cell phone is:
\nslightly overused as of late and a piece of crap.<\/p>\n
13. I\\’ve come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
\nI always go back to sleep for a couple of hours because i\\’m in love with my bed when I can.<\/p>\n
14. I\\’ve come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
\nthink about how it\\’s way too late & read to distract myself from overthinking and make myself sleepy.<\/p>\n
15. I\\’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
\ntoo much, finding a job, Micheal tying me up, how on earth I\\’m going to pay my bills, my latest failure and how I think too much overall.<\/p>\n
16. I\\’ve come to realize that tonight I will:
\nspend time with myself trying to sort my life out yet again and send random text messages \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
17. I\\’ve come to realize that my school is:
\na thing of the past, I\\’m done with it and I am actually looking forward to going back.<\/p>\n
18. I\\’ve come to realize that tomorrow I will have to:
\nkeep looking for a new job and hopefully get some sleep and hang out with Shane & company for his birthday!<\/p>\n
In other news, as of October 30th I no longer have a job…\u00a0 So first thing I did was started looking for another one as soon as I got home!\u00a0 I won\\’t post the details here for professional reasons at this time.\u00a0 I would very much prefer not to burn any bridges until I leave.<\/p>\n
Thank God I have skills!\u00a0 Everything happens for a reason and hopefully I end up with something better in the end.\u00a0 I\\’m very much looking forward to Shane\\’s birthday Saturday!\u00a0 He\\’s a dear friend with the most lovely wife ever and I haven\\’t seen him since my own birthday in June so it\\’ll be nice to see him!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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