{"id":766,"date":"2010-03-10T22:42:07","date_gmt":"2010-03-11T03:42:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/?p=766"},"modified":"2010-03-11T21:38:49","modified_gmt":"2010-03-12T02:38:49","slug":"and-im","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/?p=766","title":{"rendered":"And i\\’m"},"content":{"rendered":"

rocking\u00a0the quickies lately it\u00a0would\u00a0seem.<\/p>\n

Still working. A. Lot. \u00a0As in too fucking much.<\/p>\n

I did however have the most epic night last night ever. I do mean EVER. \u00a0I was beyond<\/em> starved for human interaction that didn\\’t involve my lovely co-workers and\/or children. \u00a0Oh speaking of children… \u00a0NEGATIVE\u00a0HOORAY!<\/p>\n

Not only that but real food that I actually went to the effort to make because I felt<\/em> like it & other stuff (Thanks for\u00a0the\u00a0awesome goodies Maximus!). \u00a0Mostly, I just wanted to see him & his naked ass in my bed <\/del> his adorable\u00a0smiling\u00a0face. \u00a0He\\’s amazing and just what I wanted <\/del>needed after such an insane two weeks of the non-stop-work-a-thon. \u00a0 I also needed some serious self indulgence and I decided to share and it was wonderful<\/del> extrodinary<\/del> MIND. BLOWING. \u00a0and I\\’m still <\/em>smiling <3<\/p>\n

The sleep deprivation? \u00a0Totally worth it! \u00a0Even though I felt like today was never going to end (it did<\/em> end late oops).<\/p>\n

I\\’d like to know where on earth my glasses are! \u00a010 days my ass! \u00a0That\u00a0nausea? \u00a0Stress &\u00a0migraines due to my awesome\u00a0inability\u00a0to not see properly and working too damn much. \u00a0I finally get a break on Saturday YAY! \ud83d\ude42 \u00a0Going to my favorite\u00a0museum<\/a> ever & I\\’m SO excited!<\/p>\n

Life\\’s been pretty crazy, however totally worth it! \u00a0Got a tattoo appointment on the 3rd & the 10th! \u00a0Things are good, I\\’m quite content. \u00a0I\\’m actually not<\/em> waiting for the bottom to fall out of it for a change. \u00a0Who knew?<\/p>\n

What can I say? \u00a0All the BS is finally paying off and you know what? \u00a0I\\’m enjoying it\u00a0immensely! Which brings me to this song (in regards to past, not current things):
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I took a drive today
\nTime to emancipate
\nI guess it was the beatings made me wise
\nBut I\\’m not about to give thanks or apologize
\nI couldn\\’t breathe holdin\\’ me down
\nHand on my face kissin\\’ the ground
\nEnmity gauged united by fear
\n\\’Posed to endure what I could not forgive…<\/p>\n

I seem to look away
\nWounds in the mirror waved
\nIt wasn\\’t my surface most defiled
\nHead at your feet fool to your crown
\nFist on my plate, swallowed it down
\nEnmity gauged, united by fear
\nTried to endure what I could not forgive<\/p>\n

Saw things
\nClearer
\nOnce you, were in my…Rearview mirror…<\/p>\n

I gather speed from you fucking with me
\nOnce and for all I\\’m far away
\nI hardly believe, finally the shades…are raised…hey… <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Saw things so much clearer
\nOnce you, once you…
\nRearview mirror<\/p>\n

Saw things so much clearer
\nOnce you…oh yeah…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

rocking\u00a0the quickies lately it\u00a0would\u00a0seem. Still working. A. Lot. \u00a0As in too fucking much. I did however have the most epic night last night ever. I do mean EVER. \u00a0I was beyond starved for human interaction that didn\\’t involve my lovely co-workers and\/or children. \u00a0Oh speaking of children… \u00a0NEGATIVE\u00a0HOORAY! Not only that but real food that […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[50,41,56,58,55,24,29,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-766","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ftw","category-awesome","category-love-3","category-mr-almost-perfect","category-stephs-junk","category-tattoo-fever","category-totally-bad-ass","category-work"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/766","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=766"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/766\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=766"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=766"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/modologyworld.net\/steph\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=766"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}