1.I\’ve come to realize that my last ex:
is troubled, but taught me a lot. For which I am grateful for, more then he\’ll likely ever know.
2. I\’ve come to realize that when I talk:
it\’s usually a complaint about something, I really need to stop doing that…
3. I\’ve come to realize that I love:
my mother more than anything in the world. <3
4. I\’ve come to realize that my friends:
are people I can\’t live without…my TRUE friends anyway.
5. I\’ve come to realize that I\’ve lost:
Too many things dear to me that I can never have back again.
6. I\’ve come to realize that I hate:
arrogance, ignorance, pride and self involvement.
7. I\’ve come to realize that a marriage is:
far from easy and takes a lot of work & effort on both sides!
8. I\’ve come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking:
too much, not enough or about something that\’s negative and stressing them out far too much.
9. I\’ve come to realize that I\’ll always:
be who I am and that\’s all there is too it.
10. I\’ve come to realize that I have a crush on:
the wrong people more often then not but sometimes I do OK!
11. I\’ve come to realize that the last time I truly cried was:
when Jason died, I\’ve never felt so heartbroken in my entire life then I did at that moment.
12. I\’ve come to realize that my cell phone is:
slightly overused as of late and a piece of crap.
13. I\’ve come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I always go back to sleep for a couple of hours because i\’m in love with my bed when I can.
14. I\’ve come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
think about how it\’s way too late & read to distract myself from overthinking and make myself sleepy.
15. I\’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
too much, finding a job, Micheal tying me up, how on earth I\’m going to pay my bills, my latest failure and how I think too much overall.
16. I\’ve come to realize that tonight I will:
spend time with myself trying to sort my life out yet again and send random text messages 🙂
17. I\’ve come to realize that my school is:
a thing of the past, I\’m done with it and I am actually looking forward to going back.
18. I\’ve come to realize that tomorrow I will have to:
keep looking for a new job and hopefully get some sleep and hang out with Shane & company for his birthday!
In other news, as of October 30th I no longer have a job… So first thing I did was started looking for another one as soon as I got home! I won\’t post the details here for professional reasons at this time. I would very much prefer not to burn any bridges until I leave.
Thank God I have skills! Everything happens for a reason and hopefully I end up with something better in the end. I\’m very much looking forward to Shane\’s birthday Saturday! He\’s a dear friend with the most lovely wife ever and I haven\’t seen him since my own birthday in June so it\’ll be nice to see him!