How ironic its Sunday… Heh

So Saturday didn\’t suck as much as I thought it would.  In fact it was actually pretty chill, low key and dare I sat fun?  OMFG I actually said work was a hellish nightmare, fun for a change!  Mostly because it wasn\’t a non-stop ass-rape-a-thon of drama.  Aside from working with F who drives me up the wall.  We have an understanding now, so maybe that\’s a good thing.  There was some stressful moments but no one freaked out and/or pitched a fit.  We had a good crew on last night for the most part.  I have to say that my fellow co-workers/managers/owners are quite the electric bunch.  Maybe I\’m just more calm because I have a plan in place and I don\’t feel like I\’m at total odds?  Really who knows?  I sure as hell don\’t.  What I do know is that I need to make some changes in my life and exercise a little patience because I will get there, eventually.  Today is day 7 of work without a day off, its also Superbowl Sunday ACK!  Darren called me, to see what was up with the other place (nothing so far) and to give me my schedule.  So needless to say as much as I bitch about my job I am pretty damn grateful that I still have one.  They could have said Fuck you Steph, you handed in your notice, your out but they didn\’t <3 Thank you!

Speaking of \”the other place\”…  I chase NO ONE ever!  Had the interview last Thursday, got hired.  Was told that I would be contacted \”sometime next week\” to figure out when I would start training and all that good stuff…  So work called me on Monday wanting to know what the deal was (fair enough) so I called him just to see.  No harm in that right?  Well apparently so, I got blown off ; said he would call me in the middle of the week.  Well it\’s now SUNDAY the middle of the week has come & gone still no word.  So I give up.  I have my pride, I won\’t lower my standards for ANY man for ANY reason.  Don\’t care how good the job is or how cute you are, I DO have standards…  Seriously boys, save the games for your Nintendo, PSP, X-Box whatever your poison.  If your going to play games with me, it better be naked & in my bed or some other random location… 😉

So waiting to start school, and working through reams of paperwork and contacts to get Jason\’s memorial foundation off the ground…  So at least I feel semi-productive.  So. much. work.  Totally worth it though, by & large!  As cheesy and cliche as it sounds I couldn\’t save my friend, but maybe I can help save someone else?  Who knows, if I do; then it will be more then worth it for sure!  Its times like these that I wish I still lived at home or had a roommate or  had a sugar daddy 10 more hours in a day to get this stuff done.  Not quite sure where to start so I\’m going to sit down and figure out a hopefully plausible plan to make this happen.  It has to, there\’s no other way.   Need to make some contacts, check out some avenues and quite simply send in the paperwork and play the waiting game.  Seems like I\’ve been doing that a lot lately!