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Your joking right?

So in a slightly futile attempt to go to bed early last night for a change after a rather interesting yet informative evening out with my friends boyfriend from Ontario who was here on business…   And by early I mean before 1am…  I was rudely awakened by none other then my friends the douchetard brigade that lives upstairs!  At first I thought I was having a really strange dream since my sleep was quite restless and I kept waking up for some reason or another.  Oh no, it was a little too real if you ask me.  It sounded like there was a wounded animal or something outside my bedroom window at 6:30 AM!  Between the screaming, the howling and the what I am pretty sure was some form of retching I of course couldn\’t sleep.

The welfarians that live upstairs obviously were at it again.  Their living room is ABOVE MY FUCKING BEDROOM WINDOW!  So of course instead of GOING INSIDE like normal people would they along with some of their friends stand in front of MY window and yell and scream upstairs!  Finally the racket stopped and I was able to go to sleep briefly for a little while longer before I went to work.  It wasn\’t until I actually left for work the area in front of my apartment\’s entrance and the area outside my front window resembled a crime scene!  There was a trail of blood, and of course in front of my living room window was remnants of a broken beer bottle (surprise surprise) along with an epic amount of what I am assuming is human blood and a large assortment of Kleenex that was also saturated with blood.  FUCKING GROSS!

I am beyond fed up, this apartment has given me nothing but a million issues and the utmost obnoxious neighbors I have EVER had to contend with!  Needless to say I WON\’T be renewing my lease come July.  If anything I am going to aim getting out of it earlier using them as a prime example as to why they\’re ruining my reasonable enjoyment as stated by the regie du lodgement.

In other news I went shopping this evening in search of a water pik which better offer said promised results for the $50.00 price tag!  If anything though maybe it will help save on my upcoming dental bills, one can hope right?  We\’ll see what happens with this one…  So I got that and of course I felt compelled to look around and found not one, or even 2 really cute shirts but 4 that I of course had to buy lol.  I also got another memory foam topper for my bed, so maybe tonight I\’ll sleep like a baby.   Spending money I don\’t exactly have isn\’t the smartest move but I rarely go shopping for one thing and this particular store is out of my way so I only go there once in a while so in my opinion its justified…

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What a day…

That is coming to a close thank God!  We had some psycho nut job call the bakery today talking shit and uttering threats.  I won\’t get into details but whomever it was that called is seriously off her flipping rocker!  Evidently she has some sort of issue with the p/t employee which is fine but… DON\’T BRING YOUR FUCKING DRAMA TO SOMEONE\’S PLACE OF EMPLOYMENT AND DRAG THE STAFF WHO HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR EVIDENT PSYCHOPATHIC ISSUES INTO IT! *end rant*

That just blew me away, of course however in typical fashion we used yet another epic event to poke fun at the situation as a whole.  Now every time one of us calls upstairs/downstairs we all \”impersonate\” a black woman and say: Who dis?  Were actually getting quite good at it as a matter of fact…

I only have a suture or two left and the scabs that were residing under them are GONE HOWRAH!   So I\’m halfway on the road to being FULLY recovered from my surgery!  Still have a little ways to go but in spite of it all, I seem to be doing OK!  I still have a little bit of pain in my upper cheek area and I\’m 99.9% certain that its leftover from my infection and not my actual surgery.   Even that (residual discomfort) however is starting to go away.

I\’m quite excited about this and I know that I am not the only one but I\’ll leave them out of it 😉

So the minor \”lifestyle\” changes I\’ve made are seemingly paying off already which is good.  Still have a few more things that I should need to do in order to make my life easier overall and eventually I\’ll get around to them in due time.  My body hates me enough as it is, no need to over-do it for the time being.

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Exasperation, I has it…

And I have it bad!  Healing is SUCH a pain in the ass, doesn\’t matter if its my tattoos or better still recovering yet again from dental surgery UGH!  I had three choices to deal with le problem child tooth of mine which has already cost me a few bills already, you know of the hundred dollar sort.  Makes me wonder how I can afford this?  Oh right I can\’t hello visa (thanks Mom I love you!)!

Anyway new dentist FTW!  She\’s awesome, I have never ever in my life had a better dentist, much more then Regina Bastos! Because she\’s a useless twat…  As most people know I was beyond fed up at this point, the infection came back AGAIN so I was about ready to have a total meltdown because the pain was just too much.  So went in and had my consultation for this stupid tooth and was given one of three options:
Extract it: $170.00 although it says differently on their website…  I\’m going to ask her about that one.  Root canal/gold post for support & white filling $450-700.00 with an 80% change of actually keeping it or:
Root Canal/porcelain crown approx total cost almost 2 grand!

So needless to say there was no f\’ing way I was spending 2 grand on anything that day, let alone one tooth with a 20% change of having to have it removed and get an implant anyway (another 2-5 grand).  So I had the sucker yanked out along with the infection that\’s been haunting me (or I hope!).  So I\’m hoping that once become a patient at McGill\’s teaching program I can go back and forth between the two and have an implant put in later on sometime next year since its Cheaper at McGill then a private clinic.  Had I not already wiped out my insurance for the most part, let alone had SO many issues with it in the first place I *may* have opted to go another route.

Healing is taking a little longer this time around but the surgery went exceptionally well.  I was awake the whole time and in spite of the fact that I had so much Novocaine injected in my face and I sounded slightly like a retarded stroke victim I was happy!  Still have the Absorb-able sutures in my mouth and I really try NOT to think about what they\’re made out of.   So yesterday of course I had to be gross and see just exactly how this looked with the aid of a mirror and well I\’ll spare you the details.  Needless to say I won\’t be kissing anyone for a while yet.  She said they should be gone in 7-10 days but they can take longer.  I broke *almost* all the rules on the  don\’t do this for at least 48 hours rule by the dentist (had a birthday party Friday night 24 hrs post op) but so far I seem to be OK!  I\’ll tell you though, it isn\’t exactly doing wonders for my personal life.  Oh wait I don\’t have one of those either! lol

All right enough about my EPIC dental FAIL!  Work has been SO slow, I mean ridiculously so.   So the boss has been in a bit of a snit but what can you do.  September is closing in which means hellish nightmare chaos all around.  I go back to working until 5pm thank God I need the cash!  Changes they are a coming and I am curious to see just exactly how that\’s all going to pan out, let alone affect the amount of work I have to do.  We all got spoiled this summer but once the weather starts to change we get annihilated with orders especially for Christmas which is enough to make me want to go on Prozac.

I deal with enough stupid people in a day at work as is, I really REALLY don\’t need to deal with anymore.  We all came up with awesome ideas to make things run better and more  smoothly but of course boss lady has to \”come up with them on her own. *cough* control freak *cough* So of course with said new changes will come an abundance of new stupid questions that will most likely get asked via  a phone call at 9:30am when I am right smack in the middle of doing something, you know like work perhaps?

Haven\’t done much work on the website, too caught up in other things like trying not to stress out and have a life.  Mostly I\’ve been slacking, for a number of legitimate reasons.  My health and the scares that followed came first but that seems to be mostly OK.  Have a few moments here and there that I wonder what the hell is going on.  I am however making a valid effort in changing some things about my lifestyle for the greater good.  Not being overly fanatical about it, I don\’t see the need but I figure it can\’t hurt to be responsible once in a while…  Right?

So I am looking forward to a few concerts, a charity benefit, more money, no pain and some other things that I am not going to mention on here 😉

Maybe, just maybe I\’ll update this a little more often with things that are more interesting to read too, how about that!

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What can I say…

I\’m a slacker, I\’ll own up to it.  Mostly because I have nothing really interesting to post, seriously.  Seems like most of my life drama is finally sorted.  Certain events changed my perspective on things but in a good way.  Certain people have been either removed from my life or their place in my life has shifted but sometimes I feel that this is a MUCH better way to go.

My face has pretty much resumed back to its \”normal\” look.  I found an awesome new dentist so I\’m really happy about that!  EPIC dental fail shall be resolved next Thursday.  Got myself a ticket to see Manson with a bunch of friends so that should be pretty freaking awesome from what I have heard.  Metallica is in town too and I am ITCHING to get my dirty little fingers on a ticket for that show along with 6 of my friends.  Hello scalper!  I should be more responsible with how I choose to spend my money I guess but I love Metallica and they haven\’t been here in forever so screw it you only live once!

My tattoo is pretty much healed, and was problem free in spite of being exceptionally ill when I got it in the first place.  Boys are driving me crazy as of late but really is that anything new?  Work seems to have sorted itself out for the most part which is always a nice change from the norm.  So yeah pretty boring stuff I have to admit!  I finally got around to updating the about page, starring yours truly!

Anyway its Wed, might do something worth mentioning on the weekend…  Who knows, stay tuned 😉