Thanks that was fun…

Don\’t forget, no regrets…  I just happened to have that song stuck in my head, and in a way it somewhat applies I guess for the most part in a round-about-sorta-way…  With the exception of \”I thought that you would be begging to be with me. I’m the one on my knees, blubbering,
\”please, let me stay\”.
\”  Cos well I don\’t/won\’t do that…  EVER…  Granted I have had people begging to be with me because well I am awesome 😉

Yeah that was totally random in a way but in another way I can\’t entirely divulge what exactly I\’m talking about/referring to mostly because I\’m not 100% certain myself… lol  In a way I\’m putting my foot down in regards to certain things.  In some ways I feel like a dog that chases its tail but in the same token I can\’t get pissed because I\’ve been SO damn sick lately and really, really angry!  I managed once again to get myself into one hell of a really bad situation that\’s bound to be FULL of absolute FAIL…  We\’ll see how it all works out in the end though I guess.  At least I know where I stand with some people and well that\’s better then nothing I suppose right?  Needless to say the way that some people handle certain situations serves as a shining example of things to come!  I just hope that they keep that particular fact in mind…  Someone\’s going to win and someone\’s going to loose and I have a feeling that I already know who that is… One can never truly know until it happens, and maybe I\’ll surprise myself…

*I can only imagine the assumptions that some people are going to arrive at while reading this, in any case don\’t assume that its about you because it very well might not be, but it just very well may be about you, you\’ll never know.*

So anyway time to turn the page and move on to more randomness that\’s my life…
Bathroom is painted and partially decorated.  Of course the previous decor just didn\’t fit in with the current color so that had to be changed.  Now I have to play the waiting game because I ordered 8×10 prints of my own work that I altered in paint-shop pro to \”appear\” as if they\’re already matted and well to just add visual interest as opposed to having the entire image fill it.   They won\’t be ready until Monday which is also thanksgiving day which means that *I* get a PAID day off of work, excellent!  Not sure if the place is actually open or not, but perhaps it is.  I hope so, because its making my OCD go a little insane 😉

I\’ve come to the conclusion that my kitty affectionately known as Mrs. Kitler isn\’t anorexic, I think she just hates her food or maybe she hates her new brother…  She hasn\’t eaten SFA in DAYS and even though she was a total fat ass, she\’s lost a little too much weight and I was starting to get concerned.  I can\’t \”free feed\” her like I was doing because Xavier is a total pig and eats his food and then her\’s too!  So that poses a bit of an issue because I can\’t drag her off into my room or something to ensure that she\’s eating.  I would hate to have to send him back to the shelter but it looks like I may not have a choice in the matter.  After all Heddy got here first and she\’s my baby!

I had a job interview yesterday, went OK I guess.  The executive Chef is super nice and the money is AMAZING!  So that would be exceptional but I\’m never that fortunate so I\’m not getting my hopes up at this time.   Because well that\’s just foolish and all now isn\’t it?

A bunch of random ass questions & other nonsense…

Well 3 posts in one day who knew that I would be so damn productive lol.  I actually did have a productive day kinda sorta…  I also happen to be wide awake at the moment…  Not to mention I happen to be feeling horribly rambunctious 🙂  Makes me want to torment someone, but I won\’t, well at least not right now…

So I keep getting this in my e-mail, tagged on facebook blah blah blah so you know what, I\’ll fill the damn thing out, shut everyone up and be done with it.  Because really who DOESN\’T want to know a bunch of random likely useless facts about moi?  Before I do though, I really need to get something off my chest aside from 3 cup sizes…  I HATE this commercial!  I mean really!  It won a golden lion at Cannes?  WTF!  This commercial makes my brain hurt! Who comes up with this stuff?   Not only that its SUPER CREEPY! Not to mention that cheesy, LAME videotron commercial…  That makes me want to stab myself in the forehead!  Sadly I can\’t find it online but the minute I do, I will be posting it here.  Anyway onto more of my random nonsense…
Made out with a member of the same sex? Wouldn\’t go as far to say that, but yeah I kissed a girl once and took pictures…  Take that Katy Perry!
Been dumped? More like ditched, once and he came crawling back 2.5 years later.  Yeah I AM that good 😉
Been pierced? On numerous occasions yes, most of which are retired.  I did however keep all the good ones…
Gotten in the car with people you didn\’t know? Indeed, I love strangers!
Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? Nope, more like the other way around, what can I say people love me and no one really knows why…
Ditched school to do something more fun? All the time, that\’s why I got kicked out of 2 high schools ha ha!
Miss someone right now? Yes
Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yeah but not in a long time.
Fallen asleep at work/school? Yep, I can pass out just about anywhere
Felt an earthquake? Yes
Been in a car accident that you didn\’t cause? yes.
Witnessed a crime? Yeah …
Been the person doing the crime? Ha ha yeah and I didn\’t get caught!
Pole danced? Yep
Felt so sick you thought you might die? Actually yeah, I almost did die that time though.
Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? ALL the time!
Kissed in the rain? Among other things yes
Had sex in a park? Yeah
Got your tongue/”arm” stuck to a flag pole? Nope
Ever gone to school partially naked? No
Forgotten someones name? Yeah.
Gone skinny dipping? Yes.
Been cheated on? Several times
Thrown strange objects? Yes, makes me dangerous to work with!
Own an instrument? Only sharp ones
Shot a gun? Yes.
Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you? Yep
Is there anything stressing you out currently? Hell yes!
Do you remember what you were like a year ago? Yep and a whole lot of things have changed since then…
Are you currently frustrated with someone? Not anyone in particular except my boss…
Does it take a lot to make you cry? Not usually.
When did you last cry? Last night, briefly.
Kissed someone in the past forty-eight hours? Nope
Do you look intimidating? According to some people I do
Would you prefer it to be a thunderstorm or snowing? Thunderstorms are far cooler!
Is your heart broken right now? In theory yeah
Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb? That\’s a semi-daily occurrence sometimes lol

OK now its technically Monday and I should be in bed because I have to get up for work in 6 hours bleck!   Sent off a ton of CV\’s earlier, now I get to play the waiting game.  I put off looking for a job before because I was so damn sick.  Still am sick but not nearly as bad as I was before.

I\’m going to be narcissistic today…

Because its my blog and I can…  So deal with it 😉

Still sick, not as sick as I was before so that\’s an improvement I suppose… I\’ve gone from having a hardcore runny nose to this awesome cough.  I LOVE when that happens!  If anything its a great excuse to take some time for me and me alone.  Something I haven\’t really had since Jason died.  Except my damn cell phone is going insane!  All of a sudden I\’m miss popular today and truthfully its rather irritating.  There was only one person that I heard from that I actually *wanted* to hear from which was totally random because this person happened to cross my mind and then a half hour later they texted me earlier today.  Kinda creepy in a not so bad way.  Strange when someone\’s in your head like that…  I suggest they get out while they still can, my mind tends to be a dirty, messy place on occasion 😉

Anyway in spite of being sick, I had a photo appointment that I had to commit to and here\’s the end result:  All of which are totally un-edited as well…  I\’m allowed to have my narcissistic moments right? Of course I am!

Concerts FTW!

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So last weekend and parts of this week have been insanely busy!  I had consigned myself to *not* going to the Metallica concert since no one else I knew was going and tickets were seemingly impossible to obtain and expensive, or so I thought…  Friday night I was at a benefit concert for my friends rescue.  That\’s when the deafness started, it was a heavy metal/punk indie show that consisted of several bands most of which were really good.  Needless to say I was impressed with the quality of some of the music.

Then Saturday I  helped deliver a wedding cake, trekked around the F1 track and went to a thank you BBQ @ Jackie\’s house with Jen & Clint which was nice.  I also got a new kitty, his name was tou-tou but has since been changed to Xavier and he\’s quite the handful but seems to be a happy kitty overall.

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So after Metallica Sunday night I was pretty much deaf & dead tired!  The show started at 7:00pm right on time and Metallica hit the stage at 9:15 & rocked it out til 11:15 and played a few songs from their new album and of course all their awesome old songs too!

Then on Monday I recovered from Metallica and on Tuesday night we went to see Manson.  Manson was sick and I think that affected the show overall.  Kudos to him for sticking it out and putting on the show in the first place but I have to say I was a tad dissapointed.  Granted I\’m not a huge Manson fan but we were on the floor for this one and there was long pauses between sets and the opening show die mannequin wasn\’t that great either…  Overall Manson was a whole lot of flash with some good tunes and overall put on a decent show.  I got sucked into the mosh pit in the front and made it to the front but for the most part I was about 6 people deep from the front of the stage.   I\’ll tell you, it was damn hard to get decent shots when your up to your armpits in people thrashing around and your camera is being pissy lol.\"PC060313\"

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Now of course I\’m sick!  I\’ll survive but I hate being sick!